It's Been Awhile

[Intro]
Dm F C G 2x


[Verse]
Dm              
  It’s been
  F             C
awhile since I could
G               Dm
hold my head up high
                F      
  It’s been awhile
         C       G  Dm
since I first saw you
               F             
  It’s been awhile since
   C           G
I could stand on my own
          Dm
two feet again
                F      
  It’s been awhile
         C        G  Dm
since I could call you


[Chorus]
Dm       F               C     G  Dm
And everything I can't remember
             F             C   G  Dm
As fucked up as it all may seem
         F       
  The consequences
           C       G  Dm
that I've rendered
              F              C    G  Dm
I stretched myself beyond my means


[Verse]
Dm              F      
  It’s been awhile
            C
since I couldn't say
       G                 Dm
that I wasn't addicted
                F      
  It’s been awhile
            C
since I couldn't say
         G                Dm
I love myself as well as
                F            
  It’s been awhile since
         C
I've gone and fucked things up
     G                Dm
just like I always do
                F             C 
  It’s been awhile but all
                 G
that shit seems to disappear
                   Dm
when I’m with you


[Chorus]
(Dm)     F               C     G  Dm
And everything I can't remember
             F             C   G  Dm
As fucked up as it all may seem
         F       
  The consequences
           C       G  Dm
that I've rendered
Dm            F            
  I’ve gone and fucked
     C          G
things up again, yeah


[Bridge]
C  G  Dm                     C  G  Dm
        Why must I feel this way
                   C  G  Dm
Just make this go away
                       C   G  Dm~
Just one more peaceful day


[Verse]
Dm              
  It’s been
  F             C
awhile since I could
G              Dm
look at myself straight
                F      
  It’s been awhile
           C     G   Dm
since I said im sorry
                F
It’s been awhile since
              C   G     
  I’ve seen the way
              Dm
candles light your face
                F      
  It’s been awhile
     C
but I can still remember
G                Dm
just the way you taste


[Chorus]
Dm         F             C     G  Dm
And everything I can't remember
Dm           F             
  As fucked up as it all may
  C       G              Dm
seem to be I know it’s me
Dm       F                C     G  Dm
I cannot blame this on my father
Dm         F                 C  G  Dm
He did the best he could for me


[Outro]
Dm              
  It’s been
  F             C
awhile since I could
G               Dm
hold my head up high
Dm              F            
  It’s been awhile since
      C~
I said I’m sorry