It's Been Awhile

[Intro]
Fm G# D# A# 2x


[Verse]
Fm              
  It’s been
  G#             D#
awhile since I could
A#               Fm
hold my head up high
                G#      
  It’s been awhile
         D#       A#  Fm
since I first saw you
               G#             
  It’s been awhile since
   D#           A#
I could stand on my own
          Fm
two feet again
                G#      
  It’s been awhile
         D#        A#  Fm
since I could call you


[Chorus]
Fm       G#               D#     A#  Fm
And everything I can't remember
             G#             D#   A#  Fm
As fucked up as it all may seem
         G#       
  The consequences
           D#       A#  Fm
that I've rendered
              G#              D#    A#  Fm
I stretched myself beyond my means


[Verse]
Fm              G#      
  It’s been awhile
            D#
since I couldn't say
       A#                 Fm
that I wasn't addicted
                G#      
  It’s been awhile
            D#
since I couldn't say
         A#                Fm
I love myself as well as
                G#            
  It’s been awhile since
         D#
I've gone and fucked things up
     A#                Fm
just like I always do
                G#             D# 
  It’s been awhile but all
                 A#
that shit seems to disappear
                   Fm
when I’m with you


[Chorus]
(Fm)     G#               D#     A#  Fm
And everything I can't remember
             G#             D#   A#  Fm
As fucked up as it all may seem
         G#       
  The consequences
           D#       A#  Fm
that I've rendered
Fm            G#            
  I’ve gone and fucked
     D#          A#
things up again, yeah


[Bridge]
D#  A#  Fm                     D#  A#  Fm
        Why must I feel this way
                   D#  A#  Fm
Just make this go away
                       D#   A#  Fm~
Just one more peaceful day


[Verse]
Fm              
  It’s been
  G#             D#
awhile since I could
A#              Fm
look at myself straight
                G#      
  It’s been awhile
           D#     A#   Fm
since I said im sorry
                G#
It’s been awhile since
              D#   A#     
  I’ve seen the way
              Fm
candles light your face
                G#      
  It’s been awhile
     D#
but I can still remember
A#                Fm
just the way you taste


[Chorus]
Fm         G#             D#     A#  Fm
And everything I can't remember
Fm           G#             
  As fucked up as it all may
  D#       A#              Fm
seem to be I know it’s me
Fm       G#                D#     A#  Fm
I cannot blame this on my father
Fm         G#                 D#  A#  Fm
He did the best he could for me


[Outro]
Fm              
  It’s been
  G#             D#
awhile since I could
A#               Fm
hold my head up high
Fm              G#            
  It’s been awhile since
      D#~
I said I’m sorry