It's Been Awhile

[Intro]
D#m F# C# G# 2x


[Verse]
D#m              
  It’s been
  F#             C#
awhile since I could
G#               D#m
hold my head up high
                F#      
  It’s been awhile
         C#       G#  D#m
since I first saw you
               F#             
  It’s been awhile since
   C#           G#
I could stand on my own
          D#m
two feet again
                F#      
  It’s been awhile
         C#        G#  D#m
since I could call you


[Chorus]
D#m       F#               C#     G#  D#m
And everything I can't remember
             F#             C#   G#  D#m
As fucked up as it all may seem
         F#       
  The consequences
           C#       G#  D#m
that I've rendered
              F#              C#    G#  D#m
I stretched myself beyond my means


[Verse]
D#m              F#      
  It’s been awhile
            C#
since I couldn't say
       G#                 D#m
that I wasn't addicted
                F#      
  It’s been awhile
            C#
since I couldn't say
         G#                D#m
I love myself as well as
                F#            
  It’s been awhile since
         C#
I've gone and fucked things up
     G#                D#m
just like I always do
                F#             C# 
  It’s been awhile but all
                 G#
that shit seems to disappear
                   D#m
when I’m with you


[Chorus]
(D#m)     F#               C#     G#  D#m
And everything I can't remember
             F#             C#   G#  D#m
As fucked up as it all may seem
         F#       
  The consequences
           C#       G#  D#m
that I've rendered
D#m            F#            
  I’ve gone and fucked
     C#          G#
things up again, yeah


[Bridge]
C#  G#  D#m                     C#  G#  D#m
        Why must I feel this way
                   C#  G#  D#m
Just make this go away
                       C#   G#  D#m~
Just one more peaceful day


[Verse]
D#m              
  It’s been
  F#             C#
awhile since I could
G#              D#m
look at myself straight
                F#      
  It’s been awhile
           C#     G#   D#m
since I said im sorry
                F#
It’s been awhile since
              C#   G#     
  I’ve seen the way
              D#m
candles light your face
                F#      
  It’s been awhile
     C#
but I can still remember
G#                D#m
just the way you taste


[Chorus]
D#m         F#             C#     G#  D#m
And everything I can't remember
D#m           F#             
  As fucked up as it all may
  C#       G#              D#m
seem to be I know it’s me
D#m       F#                C#     G#  D#m
I cannot blame this on my father
D#m         F#                 C#  G#  D#m
He did the best he could for me


[Outro]
D#m              
  It’s been
  F#             C#
awhile since I could
G#               D#m
hold my head up high
D#m              F#            
  It’s been awhile since
      C#~
I said I’m sorry