Trying

[Intro]
C# G# A#m F# 2x


[Verse]
     C#         G#   A#m     
  That kinkied up, invisible
  F#         C#            G#
handcuffs locked on me
     A#m         
  Been praying for
    F#      C#   G#
my period all week
    A#m           F#          C#   G#   A#m  F#
And relief that I just can't see


[Verse]
           C#         G#    
  I question everything, my
  A#m       F#          C#         G#
focus, my figure, my sexuality
    A#m         F#          
  And how much it matters or
  C#            G#       A#m
why it would mean anything
        F#       C#         
  I can't keep it together,
           G#
I've been better
          A#m      
  I've been thinking
       F#
about it every night


[Chorus]
C#  G#  A#m    F#             C#  G#  A#m
         I'm trying, I am
    F#             C#
I'm trying, I am
      G#   A#m          F#         C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
     G#  A#m    F#         C#
Trying all the time, I am
     G#    A#m          F#          C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
     G#  A#m    F#
Trying, trying what am I


[Interlude]
C# G# A#m F# 2x


[Verse]
    C#         G#         
  But kinkied up, there's
    A#m         F#
no flawless education
        C#           G#
just a stupid degree
  A#m         F#       
  I feel enough growing
    C#        G#
so far from myself
        A#m            
  I can't reach, I can't
  F#              C#      G#  A#m  F#
reach, I can't reach
   C#           G#
So brush it off,
        A#m    F#    
  cause I wanted that
           C#            G#
it's been dusting off
         A#m       
  When you walk like
  F#              C#
that, here's a shit,
          G#              
  There's a wick that will
  A#m                F#
keep yourself from checkers
C#            G#   A#m       
  All these loaded questions
       F#
gonna eat you alive


[Chorus]
C#  G#  A#m     F#             C#  G#  A#m
          I'm trying, I am
    F#             C#
I'm trying, I am
      G#   A#m          F#         C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
    G#  A#m     F#         C#
Trying all the time, I am
     G#    A#m          F#          C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
     G#  A#m    F#
Trying, trying what am I


[Bridge]
B  C#                         B  C#
   If it counts for anything
                  B  C#
I didn't want to
                       A#
I'm just looking for a clarity
   F#                      B  C#
To help me to get through
                           B  C#
If you're set in your ways
                   B  C#
Well get enough to
                F#             D
It's absolutely I can break it down for you
   B        F#      
  To feel the beast,
    B        F#
to leave on leash
   B          F#
To come right back to you


[Interlude]
C# G# A#m F#
      I'm trying
C# G# A#m F#


[Solo]
C# G# A#m F# 4x


[Outro]
C#      G#   A#m          F#         C#
 Trying to hate from my mind, I am
    G#  A#m     F#         C#
Trying all the time, I am
     G#    A#m          F#          C#
Trying to hate from my mind, I am
     G#  A#m    F#          C#  G#  A#m
Trying, trying what am I
F#          C#  G#  A#m
what am I
F#          C#  G#  A#m
what am I
F#~
why am I